The Brahmana's Eagerness
Once there lived a brahmana, who felt his time was up. But before dying he
wanted to see Lord Badrinatha up in the Himalayas thus he left his village
to go north.
The journey up the mountains was strenuous and it took up all his remaining
strength. The main question was: Would he be able to reach Badrinath in
time? For half a year the temple was closed. From the end of September all
throughout March when snow covered the high mountains the priest would lock
up the doors and go down to the valley to wait there for the snow to melt.
The brahmana gave it his best. Many pilgrims, who passed him advised the old
man to make haste as soon the temple would be closes. In great anxiety he
pressed on. He was very fragile and the paths were bad, travelling was
extremely difficult and his body was so old. When he finally arrived he was
practically crawling up the steps of the temple on all fours. From the steps
of the temple he heard the sounds of bells and the familiar aratika song;
but on the last step, the sounds stopped and the priest was standing with a
heavy key before him, ready to close the gate.
"Oh no" - groaned the old brahmana - "Just wait for a few more minutes till
I have offered my homage to the Lord." But the priest was intent on locking
the doors. "God does not have to wait for us, we have to wait for him. He is
not our servant. Come back in half a year." "You don't understand" - cried
the brahmana. Then he grabbed the feet of the priest and pleaded: "I am too
old. I will die in a month or so. I have heard, the Lord is bhaktavatsala, a
friend to his devotees, and the devotees are like wish-fulfilling trees
ready to fulfill the desires of all?! " "No way!" - answered the priest. "I
am already late. Let me bei" and then he kicked away the hands of the
brahmana to free himself.The brahmana cried bitterly. But when no one heeded
him and his voice fell on deaf ears he fainted and rolled down the temple
steps.
When he awoke, he was alone. Only the stars looked down on him. No human
being was in sight. The old man was desperate. He felt his life had been in
vain. With great determination he got up and exclaimed: "Now, where my Lord
and His devotees have ignored me, my only shelter is Mother Ganga." Calling
out loud : "Narayana, Narayana!" he stumbled towards the wild waters of the
river Ganga to end his life there and then. When he had almost reached, he
was stopped by a voice: "Hey old man! What do you think you are doing?"
Upon turning around he saw a young man from the village galloping on a horse
towards him: "Don't you know that suicide is sinful? It never brings us to
the Lord." Finally he took the old man's hands into his. What a touch -
both, delightful and firm.
The brahmana told him his story: About how he had left his village in the
hope of seeing the Lord, how he had overcome all kinds of obstacles,
tolerating many hardships, and how, when he was just minutes away from his
goal, the priest had kicked him down the temple stairs.
The young man simply smiled. With a wave of his hand he said: "You are old
and have become hard of hearing. The temple is open for you tomorrow. I am
from here. Stay with me in a warm cave for the night and tomorrow I will
take you personally for a darshan." The old man could not believe his ears.
The young man led him into a warm cave nearby with a dancing fire and
chessboard: "Let's spend the evening playing chess - then the time will go
by faster", he suggested. And although the old brahmana had no idea about
board games, he could not resist the attractive villager and much to his
surprise, he always won the game. Finally they went to sleep.
Early the next morning the young villager woke the brahmana up and after
they had taken their bath in Brahmakunda, he led him up the stairs. At the
top, they found the surprised priest. "Oh good! you are back old man. I was
quite worried that you would not be alive" - the priest remarked. "Come
right in." "Anyway it was only for a night", answered the brahmana. "No, it
has been for 6 months! After I closed the temple door half a year ago, I
went down to the valley. Today I am re-opening the temple again. You will be
amongst the first pilgrims, who will see the first aratika ceremony of Lord
Narayana."
The brahmana was shocked, as a sweet realization dawned upon him. Quickly he
turned around to look for the young man. When he could not see him next to
him he shouted: "Young man, where are you?" The priest was surprised. At
that moment the conch shells resounded, the bells started ringing and
everyone rushed into the temple to participate in the first aratika
ceremony. The brahmana stumbled inside and as he looked onto the altar he
saw for a few moments, how the detiy had turned into the youth who played
chess. Totally ecstatic, the brahmana came to understand that it was the
Lord Himself who had saved him from taking his life. He had taken him into a
warm cave and had kept him alive for 180 days and nights. When his eagerness
had reached the highest point and he had longed with all his heart and soul
to be with the Lord, the Lord had personally arranged to facilitate the
union. As the other pilgrims looked on, he went out of the temple and laid
down on the topmost step. Calling out: "Narayana! Have mercy on me!"- he
closed his eyes and was immediately taken back to Godhead!
Once a god-brother asked Srila Prabhupada: "How do we attain Krishna?" His
answer was immediate: "By your anxiety." My god-brother was amazed: "Was
anxiety not something material and had to be given up?" Srila Prabhupada
clarified: "Not that anxiety! Material anxiety is a product of false ego. Be
anxious for Krishna, not yourself. Be so eager to attain him that all other
anxieties fall away!"
Once there lived a brahmana, who felt his time was up. But before dying he
wanted to see Lord Badrinatha up in the Himalayas thus he left his village
to go north.
The journey up the mountains was strenuous and it took up all his remaining
strength. The main question was: Would he be able to reach Badrinath in
time? For half a year the temple was closed. From the end of September all
throughout March when snow covered the high mountains the priest would lock
up the doors and go down to the valley to wait there for the snow to melt.
The brahmana gave it his best. Many pilgrims, who passed him advised the old
man to make haste as soon the temple would be closes. In great anxiety he
pressed on. He was very fragile and the paths were bad, travelling was
extremely difficult and his body was so old. When he finally arrived he was
practically crawling up the steps of the temple on all fours. From the steps
of the temple he heard the sounds of bells and the familiar aratika song;
but on the last step, the sounds stopped and the priest was standing with a
heavy key before him, ready to close the gate.
"Oh no" - groaned the old brahmana - "Just wait for a few more minutes till
I have offered my homage to the Lord." But the priest was intent on locking
the doors. "God does not have to wait for us, we have to wait for him. He is
not our servant. Come back in half a year." "You don't understand" - cried
the brahmana. Then he grabbed the feet of the priest and pleaded: "I am too
old. I will die in a month or so. I have heard, the Lord is bhaktavatsala, a
friend to his devotees, and the devotees are like wish-fulfilling trees
ready to fulfill the desires of all?! " "No way!" - answered the priest. "I
am already late. Let me bei" and then he kicked away the hands of the
brahmana to free himself.The brahmana cried bitterly. But when no one heeded
him and his voice fell on deaf ears he fainted and rolled down the temple
steps.
When he awoke, he was alone. Only the stars looked down on him. No human
being was in sight. The old man was desperate. He felt his life had been in
vain. With great determination he got up and exclaimed: "Now, where my Lord
and His devotees have ignored me, my only shelter is Mother Ganga." Calling
out loud : "Narayana, Narayana!" he stumbled towards the wild waters of the
river Ganga to end his life there and then. When he had almost reached, he
was stopped by a voice: "Hey old man! What do you think you are doing?"
Upon turning around he saw a young man from the village galloping on a horse
towards him: "Don't you know that suicide is sinful? It never brings us to
the Lord." Finally he took the old man's hands into his. What a touch -
both, delightful and firm.
The brahmana told him his story: About how he had left his village in the
hope of seeing the Lord, how he had overcome all kinds of obstacles,
tolerating many hardships, and how, when he was just minutes away from his
goal, the priest had kicked him down the temple stairs.
The young man simply smiled. With a wave of his hand he said: "You are old
and have become hard of hearing. The temple is open for you tomorrow. I am
from here. Stay with me in a warm cave for the night and tomorrow I will
take you personally for a darshan." The old man could not believe his ears.
The young man led him into a warm cave nearby with a dancing fire and
chessboard: "Let's spend the evening playing chess - then the time will go
by faster", he suggested. And although the old brahmana had no idea about
board games, he could not resist the attractive villager and much to his
surprise, he always won the game. Finally they went to sleep.
Early the next morning the young villager woke the brahmana up and after
they had taken their bath in Brahmakunda, he led him up the stairs. At the
top, they found the surprised priest. "Oh good! you are back old man. I was
quite worried that you would not be alive" - the priest remarked. "Come
right in." "Anyway it was only for a night", answered the brahmana. "No, it
has been for 6 months! After I closed the temple door half a year ago, I
went down to the valley. Today I am re-opening the temple again. You will be
amongst the first pilgrims, who will see the first aratika ceremony of Lord
Narayana."
The brahmana was shocked, as a sweet realization dawned upon him. Quickly he
turned around to look for the young man. When he could not see him next to
him he shouted: "Young man, where are you?" The priest was surprised. At
that moment the conch shells resounded, the bells started ringing and
everyone rushed into the temple to participate in the first aratika
ceremony. The brahmana stumbled inside and as he looked onto the altar he
saw for a few moments, how the detiy had turned into the youth who played
chess. Totally ecstatic, the brahmana came to understand that it was the
Lord Himself who had saved him from taking his life. He had taken him into a
warm cave and had kept him alive for 180 days and nights. When his eagerness
had reached the highest point and he had longed with all his heart and soul
to be with the Lord, the Lord had personally arranged to facilitate the
union. As the other pilgrims looked on, he went out of the temple and laid
down on the topmost step. Calling out: "Narayana! Have mercy on me!"- he
closed his eyes and was immediately taken back to Godhead!
Once a god-brother asked Srila Prabhupada: "How do we attain Krishna?" His
answer was immediate: "By your anxiety." My god-brother was amazed: "Was
anxiety not something material and had to be given up?" Srila Prabhupada
clarified: "Not that anxiety! Material anxiety is a product of false ego. Be
anxious for Krishna, not yourself. Be so eager to attain him that all other
anxieties fall away!"




![Photo: THE DIVINE APPEARANCE OF SRIMATI RADHARANI
The Puranas relate a story concerning the divine appearance of Shrimati Radharani as follows. One day, Vrishabhanu Maharaja went to the bank of Yamuna at around noon to take a midday bath. At that moment he saw a golden lotus flower floating on the water and shining brightly like a thousand suns. Vrishabhanu immediately waded into the river and when he came near to the golden lotus flower, he beheld the most beautiful and radiant form of baby girl lying within the petals of the lotus.
At that same moment, Lord Brahma suddenly appeared there and speaking in a grave voice, informed Vrishabhanu that in his previous life, Vrishabhanu and his wife Kirtida had performed great austerities in order to get the consort of Lord Vishnu as their daughter. Lord Brahma told Vrishabhanu that this girl was the origin of the goddess Lakshmi and that he should take great care of Her. Lord Brahma then placed the baby girl in the arms of Vrishabhanu who became overjoyed, and after taking permission from Lord Brahma, returned to his home. Seeing the beautiful baby girl shining like millions of autumnal moons, mother Kirtida was overcome with joy and immediately arranged for all kinds of religious rites to be performed and donated thousands of cows to the brahmanas. At that time baby Radhika was placed in a gem-studded cradle and gently rocked back and forth by all the little girls of the village. Day by day Her luster increased just like the digits of the moon.
Within a short while it was observed that the baby girl made no noise and had not yet opened Her eyes. Vrishabhanu and his wife feared that their baby girl was perhaps blind from birth and also dumb. At that time, Shrila Narada Muni visited the home of Vrishabhanu and informed him that regardless of the girl’s apparent blindness, they should continue with the birth celebrations. Vrishabhanu therefore made elaborate arrangements for a lavish birth celebration and sent out invitations to all the residents of Ravala and Gokula and especially to his dear friend Nanda Maharaja and his family.
On the appointed day, the guests had assembled and the birth celebrations were going on in great jubilation. Nanda Maharaja and Yashoda Mayi had arrived with Rohini and also brought their small children Krishna and Balarama. Kirtida met with Yashoda and told her that she was very happy to have such a beautiful daughter, but was feeling rather distraught because her child was both dumb and blind. Krishna had just passed His first birthday and was happily crawling around the courtyard on His hands and knees. Arriving at the cot in which Radhika was lying, Krishna held on to the sides and managed to lift himself up, He then peered into the cot where His gaze fell upon the beautiful moon-like face of baby Radhika. As soon as baby Radhika smelt the exotic fragrance of Krishna’s transcendental body, She immediately opened Her eyes for the very first time, and looked directly at Krishna, who was the first person that She had ever seen. As Krishna gazed lovingly at baby Radhika, He began smiling ecstatically. Radhika then suddenly began to cry and for the very first time she made a sound. Vrishabhanu and Kirtida, along with all the assembled Vrajavasis, were overjoyed to find out that their beloved daughter Radhika, was not blind nor dumb after all.
In the Radha-rasa-sudha-nidhi it says. “So powerful is the glancing of Her eyes, that the flute slips from Krishna’s hands, His peacock crown starts to slip, and His yellow shawl becomes displaced as He swoons and falls to the ground. Saying “alas, will I ever get the chance to serve with love and devotion such a person as Radharani.”
[ An excerpt from "Vraja Mandala Parikrama And The Twelve Sacred Forests Of Vrindavana" by Rajeshekhar Dasa Brahmacari ]](https://scontent-a-ord.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-xpa1/v/t1.0-9/p350x350/10641121_442638355878247_6916225822393990559_n.jpg?oh=a00d213d1b4164b8b5387c0a4c0f5652&oe=550AB5D1)
